::kusagi no rai-chan::

The only reason why I applied to get my TOR is that I might need it on my job huntings. My cousin made me aware of that when she asked for my help. Actually we’re supposed to get it together but she has no way of getting to our school since she lives so far away now and the fare is just too damn expensive!

When I first went there it was total failure. I don’t have my library card and they requires me to get an affidavit of loss and also that day those people whose supposed to sign the clearance wasn’t around. I just got tired for nothing.

So last Thursday I finally got an affidavit and immediately head to school the next day. I was supposed to go there by 8am but I woke up late and got to school by 9am. Actually there wasn’t anything special that happened that day. I got to sign most of it without a problem except for computer lab. For the computer lab they said that I have to wait until the person whose going to sign arrives at 1pm. Great, that’s two hours I said to myself as I looked at my watch. I don’t know where and what to do until that 1pm come so I just head on to a nearby computer hub and surfed away. I wasn’t in the mood at all so I just ate and hanged out at a nearly mini mart.

I bought a hot piece of bread and big glass of juice. I sat by the window there were a couple there and the girl is crying. I didn’t care what their problem is but everyone passing the window just stares at the couple. I was wondering what they were thinking. Anyway what would you think if you see something like that? I wanted to eavesdrop but that is just wrong! So I just continued to listen to my mp3 and draw on every surface that I can reasonably draw on (piece of paper, tissue paper, paper glass, etc...). Before 1pm the couple leaves but I have to tell you honestly I have heard a few things they were talking about. And it wasn’t that big of a problem. I’m telling you it’s nothing.

I left after a few minutes before 1pm. I went back to school to find out that the person whose going to sign is still not around and might be absent. Damn, I thought to myself but the woman there told me to wait for the secretary whose going to arrive in 15 minutes. So I waited... 15 minutes later I got my paper signed and head to the register. They told me I have to get the Dean to sign it first. So I headed to his office to find it locked. I talked to one of the teachers and said that the Dean is on leave. Arg~ another problem but she said that I can definitely talk to his secretary and figure out what to do. But since it was locked I still have to wait for her. A minutes later she arrived and told me to tell the register that she’ll (the secretary) will deliver the clearance to them when Dean finally comes back. So it was settled. The register calculated how much I would pay and gave me instructions what to do next.

Whew! It’s finally over but I made one final mix-up. The Dean’s secretary told me to pay for it first before giving the clearance back to her. But I guess I got a little excited and gave the clearance back to her first before paying for it. Because of that I have to go back up and down the stairs numerous times, Dean’s office is at the 3rd floor by the way.

When the task is done, I head to a nearby mall hoping I can avail RoK points for my online characters in Ragnarok. But the girl at the counter said they were out of stock. Gosh~! I was hoping I can finally get that headgear I wanted...

I getting addicted to Ragnarok again, and it’s getting me in a bad mood if I can’t play... must control self! /heh

Til’ my next craziness... probably about Ragnarok... hehe... JA~!

I just watched 2012, as you know it’s another end-of-the-world movie. The question is do you believe the world will just end just like that? OK maybe not just like the movie 2012 maybe some other calamities that unfortunately have been portrayed in a movie. Do you believe that our planet would end because out planet is going to become unstable?

But this is what I believe. The world won’t end because there is a “date” that some group of people in the past have “predicated”. It’s our choice if we would like it to end. I’m not just saying, it because we die of some illness or accident or suicide or something like that but the actual end of the world.

Maybe you have seen the terrible things that are happening around us. Anyway it’s not the hard to miss cause it’s all over the news. One current example is the tragedy that struck during the typhoon Ondoy. If we just take care of our surrounding we won’t have to experience that.

As I always say, people are naturally selfish, they only care about themselves. They become so selfish that we tend to forget the people and things around us. Only when tragedies like this we would recognize it. But then again when time passes by we would again forget these things.

We often forget that what we do around us will affect us too. Mother Nature is just like our body, if we don’t take care of it, it will get sick and the rest can get infections or something. Simple things could help make our world better, like keeping your candy wrappers in your pocket/bag if there aren’t any trash receptacles around. Planting a tree. Reusing an old notebook. Turning off the lights when it’s not in use. There are so many simple things we could do to help take care of our surroundings, we just have to do it.

As for aliens, geez~! But okay I have something to tell you about that. What would you do when you actually discover there’s a whole new lifeform in... hmmm... let’s say... under your bed? Would you actually take over? Naturally you would like to know what it is and study it, you’ll try to ‘communicate’ and such. But your not going to instantly take over or destroy it. I guess and I’m thinking that what aliens would do too.

I guess I just want to point out that there could be signs out there that we are just ignoring and these calamities are just the beginning... but this is my opinion...

Aliens... bah! /heh [http://i646.photobucket.com/albums/uu187/blackyuna/emoticons/heh.gif]

I’m not used to blogging in Tagalog but since this is my kinda like my online journal then let me change my own preference... mag tataglish ako!!! But I'm still gonna try to tell this story in English... Whahahaha!

For those interested, this is what happen to us today...

Actually I have no intention of going out today cause Dianne never really told me she’s going out today and I don’t have any money, I left yesterday too. I don’t want to ask my mom for some but I need to go out. I need to know these information.

I woke up at 8:20am and saw Dianne’s txt. I agreed to go with her. I think it was 11am when I got to Jollibee Niog, Dianne was on her own. She said that Mark was supposed to go but Mark’s mom said that he still sleeping, nakainom daw kagabi (err... nosebleed!). Christian was at work at the time so it was just us.

We really didn’t know where to go but she was reffered to go to ISHRM but I guess we went to the wrong place. From there we were instructed to ride a mini bus to ISHRM school. Thank goodness manong driver is not one of those hot headed people who doesn’t care.

She said that she went to Trese with her mom yesterday to get her TESDA certificate. The place as she described was secluded. Err... ok tagalog na... Sabi sa kanya dun hindi daw sila ng release ng TESDA certificate for IVTS, kay Mayor daw kasi yun at may bayad (di ba sa commercials sabi walang bayad ang training...) kaya nangyari sa kanya binigay nya yung certificate from IVTS para malagyan ng dryseal... err basta ganun medyo nakakalito tong mga certificate na toh! Tapos ni refer sya sa ISHRM para mag pa assess at makakuha ng NC 2 para daw makuha na nya yung TESDA certificate nya... confusing kwento ko noh? Si Dianne nalang ask nyo about that...

But she also told me na yung TESDA certificate pwede naman kunin nlang sa IVTS pero baka next year pa... so kung nagmamadali rin kayong makuha yung TESDA certificate nyo sabay na kayo kay Dianne...

At ISHRM, we were told this... para mag pa assess ang requirements ay letter from IVTS pati yung original copy ng certificate from IVTS kasi outsiders tayo. May bayad syempre ang assessment... Housekeeping 450 at 850 naman sa Culinary, since we didn’t study at that school I bet thats not the price we need to pay... From there we decided to go to IVTS...

Back on the road again, of course we’re still chatting, I especially feel the need to catch up with the rest of my classmates. There are things that she said that explained things for me, I’ll leave this at that, like I’m gonna tell you what I need to know! >_< hehe!

We went to IVTS but nothing happened since miss KC don’t make requests for assessments. She said that only Coach Jay does that. But of course Coach isn’t around, it’s Friday, culinary class... We were told to txt him instead and go back on Tuesday afternoon...

So we left, I was actually deciding at the time if I should go home or head to Kalipayan to get my certificate. But I was already out, so we just crossed the street so I won’t hurt myself thinking! (I’m exaggerating, I know...).

Dianne said that she still needs to go to Munisipyo to get her voter’s ID, so I’m on my own when I went to Kalipayan. It was traffic at Robinson’s and Kostal. I can feel that I need food, I didn’t eat breakfast, I woke up late today...

At Kalipayan, I was asked to wait a little bit cause they were having their lunch break. After a few minutes, I got it but before I left I asked if Ate Gina, Kuya Gerry and Yana’s certificate is ready. It was there so I left and send messages to them.

On my way back home there was still traffic... arg~!

Right now... nag aalangan akong kumuha ng NC2 kasi ang mahal ng assessment... hay kailangan talaga muna maghanap ng work... we might go back to IVTS on Tuesday though...

Yun lang, syensya na kung mahaba... obvious mahilig akong magsulat at magbasa heheh

Basta kung may other information kayo, share naman dyan!

Yun na poh *bow*... Ki o tsukete~! Ingatz! JA~!

I wanted to get things done cause sitting around won’t help me! Last Thursday I have started to get things done, I went to IVTS and luckily got my certificate. I wanted to do things and starting to take responsibilities which I should personally attain.

October 22, I went to my old college to get my TOR but no luck. Most of the offices were closed, I need to go back there anyway since I lost my library card and the librarian won’t sign my clearance. I need to get an affidavit of lost for it. Devastated I went to SM Molino to walk around and find a boom box my uncle asked to find. When I have done the things I was asked to do, I decided to play in the arcade. I bought myself a drink and headed in the arcade.

On the way there cameras and mp3s got my attention. I was browsing from the outside of the store when somebody tapped my in the shoulder. A natural reaction was to turn around to see who it was, which I did of course, and it was Paul. I don’t know how I reacted, he was asking what I was doing there and who I was with. I answered them and we parted and like I told him I went to the arcade to play. What happened? Well you can skip this next paragraph if you want to know what happened...

Wow you decided to read this crap? I’m serious you can skip... errr... Anyway to continue, I went to Tom’s world and finished Time Crisis 2. I finished it before but I still like playing. Current standing on Time Crisis 2: finished the game in 18 minutes with 65% accuracy. I guess next time I go there, I’ll play a different episode of the game. After that I went to Quantum and saw Time Crisis 4, so I tried it out. There was this weird guy that scared me. I intentionally lost the game just to get out of there. I went home after that... told you it’s crap...

I have no intention of blogging this day but I’m bothered with what I did. First of all I know Paul works there but I have no intentions of seeing him or anything, I just want to walk around and see things and of course play. So he, approaching me was surprise.

This is the stupid part! After asked me those questions, I asked him “don’t you have work?” Yes! I asked him that. He said yes but it’s not his shift yet and said that he just browsing too. See what’s wrong me?! I could have gone with him but I didn’t! It was my chance to get to know him a little bit more but NO! I pushed him away... again! Why the heck did I do that???!!!

Whhho~! I?m beat! I got home about two hours ago running around Cavite for errands and stuff!

Yesterday my mom asked me to do the grocery, so I thought since I?m out I should check out if my certificate is ready. I woke up around 8am, yeah it?s kinda late than usual I was watching Ghost Hunters last night. Anyway, I did some stuff before going out. Like opening the computer so I can scan though I?m out.

First place I went to is IVTS, but miss KC isn?t around yet, since I?m own my own I hang out at 711 just people watching. Around 10am, as manong guard (I forgot his name sowee...) suggested, I went back. She was already there, I asked and luckily they already have it. I was just in a good mood because of it. As if someone casted a Gloria on me (I?ll explain that later...).

I left and also tried my luck if I could get another certificate from Kalipayan. I was just hoping that I?ll be that lucky once more. It?s been quite cloudy outside and I just thought ?this could be a sign that I might get it? but I guess I was pushing my luck a bit. I was asked to try again next Friday and try calling them first on Thursday.

So I head back, and did what I was asked to do in the first place. I went to Robinson?s and run some errands my mom asked me to. I also bought a new Rubix that I wanted to buy.

I boarded a the green cab and I was the third to get in, it was almost lunch so there are people going home at that hour, I don?t have to wait long. After a few minutes I handed my fair the driver asked which Barcelona I was. I answered and said Phase 1. The driver gave my money back, he said that he?s going through Patindig Araw meaning he won?t be passing to where I?m supposed to go down. I took my money back, I was about to leave when the driver stopped me, he said that he?ll give me a free ride. There was a couple of old ladies there commenting on the driver?s decision. I really don?t want to say what they said, but it wasn?t bad it?s quite flattering actually, with that said I guess I don?t have to spell it out for you right?

I guess that Gloria still have some effect or maybe it?s magic effect only works around Imus. Whoever casted that spell on me [/thx]!!!

When I got home, I ate lunch and fixed my computer. After all that I resumed playing. I was chatting with a couple of my classmates when I remembered I didn?t say that I already got my certificate. One of them said that they?re going to get it tomorrow. Now I?m a little torn if I want to go with them just for fun... but I guess I?ll just decide tomorrow or something. I txted my other classmates about the certificate and a couple of them replied.

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Gloria is a magic spell casted only by Priest and High Priest that would increase a player?s luck for a limited time. Priest or High Priest can also cast this spell to other players not only themselves.

/thx, when written on the chatbox it would become [http://i68.photobucket.com/albums/i27/black_yuna/emoticons/thx.gif]

Yeah! ?til next blog!

May to August of this year I attended a vocational school hoping it would open new doors for me. I was planning to change a part of me. But when I got to school, I couldn’t do it and just went as myself. Everybody was telling me I was weird during those times but of course feel differently. I mean I am still like that, they say that my style has changed but it didn’t.

Let me explain now, my class is at 8am and I hate dressing up early in the morning so my style is hurried every morning I go to class. Anyway though we don’t have a uniform we still have a dress code of white shirt and jeans. So I just dress up like that with a cap on and with my hair tied either in braids, pigtails or ponytail. Come on! Our room isn’t airconditioned I have to tie my hair so I’ll still feel comfortable even in the heat.

Lately all I do is wait, instead of looking for a job, I’m lazy, I know! Wait for what, you ask? My friend was telling me that he knows a place where we can work so I’m waiting for him. It’s been so long that I guess that three months of studying was for nothing by now.

But why did I entitle this blog “fade”? Because of my playlist... I can’t leave the house with my mp3 player. My playlist usually involves Anime, Videogames and Japanese songs and I have load of that on my computer and even on my phone (that I was my mp3 before, I couldn’t find a replacement for my phone’s earphone). But when I went back to school my playlist changed, well not exactly cause I do listen to rock songs too. My little mp3 player has my usual songs too but only 30% of it and the rest is rock, emo and screamo that I frequently listen to.

Lately I got tired of listening to my current playlist and browsed through my old ones. Because of the movie I watched last Sunday on GMA (Bleach: Memories of Nobody) I choose to listen to Aqua Times. They are the band that sang the theme song for the said anime. A couple of songs later I felt at peace listening to these songs... I just feel I was relieved of something heavy, something dark, something that I was keeping that I shouldn’t be keeping.

Then I realized I have changed a bit. Even my new arrangement of my room tells me that... But now felt that I should choose between my old and new self... I don’t know but I feel that I should choose...

I have so many things to say, opinions on what has been happening to me and to the world. But I’m too lazy to type anything... but since this is my first blog I wanted to say something important. And though I logged in without an idea what to say, I’ll just say what ever is on my head.

It’s been 2 months already and I still don’t have a job. I so wanted one, I really don’t have any plans for the future. I don’t know I’ve always been the kind of person that just goes with the flow. It’s a lazy thing to do but I really don’t see the point of stressing over things. People around has been telling me things that I’m not exactly trying to get away from but I really don’t see the point of going into. One of which is getting a boyfriend, I really never thought of having one. I never really felt the need to have one either.

Anyway my main focus right now is just earning money so I can go to places I need to go to. My studies at that school wasn’t exactly expensive but I seriously have no money! So right now that only things that keeps me occupied are my sidelines and playing Ragnarok Online, which I’m getting addicted to AGAIN! It’s been years since I played straight days.

But then with all of these said, I ask... what’s the point of living? You know I could kill myself right now and I’ll probably be happier. But suicide is a STUPID ending to my story. If only I could give our life to someone else, kinda like in Anime and in Videogames, where you can sacrifice a part of your life so another could live longer... Hehe yeah that part of me is going back again. I hate it! but it’s always been a part of me... haven’t you wondered why I never talk? This is one of the reasons. I don’t like the people around me to get sad or something because of what my actions, so I just stay silent. I heard this saying “if you got nothing good to say, don’t say anything at all”. I don’t like hurting anyone or bring people down with my actions. Probably one reason why I never thought of having a boyfriend...

Anyway this is it for now! I’m getting dizzy all of a sudden, this only happens when I have a lot to say but I couldn’t let out in sentence. Unfortunately, my fingers doesn’t type that fast! JA~! ^_^

Ever since that last txt I got from Paul, I have been itching to have a little get together with my friends, for one sole purpose, to see him. So last September 11, Friday, this little get together / bonding / inuman session came. Though it was raining I still came. When I got there Rommel and Ate Anna is already there, they were watching a movie that I don’t know cause they don’t know the title either. They weren’t watching anyway they were chatting.

I came with a microphone cause Ryan’s were broken but still slightly working. They tested it and mine wasn’t working properly either and is worst compared to Ryan’s. So they started singing and stuff. Later Nelson and Glen came, shortly after their arrival they bought a couple of bottles of Matador. Then we started drinking, I was sitting at a chair and ate Anna was sitting in the floor in front of the table. Really ate Anna get drunk easily. I mean I just started to learn how to drink and I can last longer than her. Anyway at 3pm she left to fetch her kid from school. After she left I sat on the floor beside Rommel’s chair.

Since Glen can’t drink because she’s pregnant, Ryan took a bottle of wine that kuya Gerry gave him. I know that wine is supposed to be for his anniversary with his boyfriend but they broke up. Anyway that was what they were drinking and since I like to try new things, they handed me a glass of wine with ice. It tastes so bitter and slightly spicy.

A few minutes later Ervin arrived, the first bottle was almost gone so he got the last drink from that. Rommel was sitting to my right in a separate chair right in front of the table. Nathaniel was the last to get there, yeah, in short, Paul wasn’t able to join us... Nath sat where Rommel was sitting, Rommel left for a while to get some more iced tea. Nath picked up the empty bottle of Matador and did some tricks. He later challenged Nelson to do it too. He was sitting in a chair behind me. The next thing I knew is that the bottle broke right in front of me. Yeah I was sitting comfortably right there! Anyway we can’t do anything but clean up the mess and me going back to the chair I was previously sitting. I just moved my chair closer to Rommel’s and Nelson’s chair.

Something really annoying happened. It has something to do with what I previously posted. I know Ervin can’t stop himself when he’s drunk. Since we all are still looking for a job, he was thinking of maybe starting a bar and have us work there and stuff. Yeah, he’s like that he just talks and talks. It sounds smart but it’s definitely just the alcohol talking. Later the topic changed and got focused on me. He said that he’s doing that cause he’s concerned about me and wants me to have a boyfriend already. I didn’t answer cause I know if I say something the conversation is gonna take longer and longer. But he doesn’t want to stop, Ryan was trying to defend me but Ervin still doesn’t want to stop.

He then asked the most irrelevant question, ‘do you watch porn?’. I refused to answer and asked why he is asking me. I was kind of offended it. He answered and I wasn’t satisfied with his answer, so I didn’t answer his question. But it didn’t end there. He sat next to Rommel, that chair is meant for one. He asked for my hand and made us, Rommel and I, hold hands. I don’t remember how long he made us hold us, cause first of all he was holding our hands in place. He was asking and saying stuff about how Rommel likes me and if I feel the same, I honestly said no. They know who I really like and they keep pushing this idea. I was getting really annoyed, at some point I was fighting back but I gave up I know I can’t win over Ervin when he’s drunk.

When it finallt ended I fell silent. I was trying to get myself to calm down. But I wasn’t working. Ervin even apologized to me but I just kept saying I was ok though deep inside I couldn’t look at him. I wanted to stay a little longer but I kinda noticed that I changed the aura of the room. At 8:30pm I left, i stood in next to Ervin for a while cause I was fixing my mp3. He called my attention and showed his phone. There was a message, I actually didn’t read it cause I know it’s an apology. I heard Nathaniel said to Rommel that he should take me home. But Rommel didn’t move, he knows that I don’t like anybody walking next to me when I’m going home. I left simply saying goodbye to them.

I got home with soaked shoes cause it was flooded in Primarosa. I was cold and slightly feverish that night. I was just pissed off really.

The next morning I was left alone in the house. I couldn’t stop myself but repeat in my head what happened the day before. I was also trying to forget it at the same time. At night I was just confused on why I was really mad. I distracted myself numerous times and nothing worked.

Until now I’m still annoyed with Ervin, just the thought of what he did that day makes me want to kill him! I have no idea how to face him if ever we see each other again...

On a slightly happier note (there’s a reason why slightly), Paul txted me Monday (09/14) afternoon. He said ‘muzta?’. I SOOOO wanted to respond but I don’t have any load... T_T

Yeah.. I?m still pissed off...

I know a thing like that can happen especially with alcohol involved, especially in his case. I?ve seen it happen so many times that everytime he does that, I?ll just shut up and occasionally nod. I do listen I?m incapable of ignoring someone speaking to me.

I don?t know how it started exactly. Thinking about it, it started with a weird question, that to me sounds offending. I asked him what?s the point of his question and refused to answer until he explains why he was asking me that. His answer is a bit acceptable for me but I still refused to answer. Maybe he?s trying to figure out what I really want... but why the heck do I have to tell him that?

Later it went from that to something that everyone knows. I didn?t mind really, but at first I do have to admit I resisted in playing along. But what?s the harm of playing this little charade? So I did... questions has been asked, answered has been given, but it seems that there is no end to it. I do remember defending myself and answering questions. But that wasn?t the part that made me fell silent it was what happened next.

From the very beginning, I honestly said that I had no preference. From the look of things I think it?s abnormal that I don?t have one and that is what everybody is making me feel too. But how can I have that in short amount of time?

I honestly said before and I would repeat it again, so better read this and understand. NO HAS TAKEN INTEREST IN ME BEFORE. I never had this kind of attention before. I admit that I?m annoyed by it but I?m not fighting it and actually trying to embrace the idea. I HAVE HAD CRUSHES WITH BOYS. I just never told them or anyone... a mistake, maybe but I don?t feel the need to tell anybody at the time. And believe me when I say this, a big coincidence in all of my crushes. All of their names starts in a letter that I won?t tell you. Okay some people maybe already have an idea but I guess you?ll have to beat that information out of me.

I have this to admit though... ever since I was a kid I never really thought of myself living with anybody else but my family. I thought too that when I became older I?m gonna live in a place on my own. Yes, just by myself. It sounds weird to many, but of course this idea wasn?t to me until now. That idea is still in my head, it is a part of me that I can?t just let go. Being alone isn?t a problem, I?m used to it. Maybe you?ll think I?m unhappy but I?m not. I don?t care if you don?t believe me but I?m really contented with what I have now. But that doesn?t mean that I?m gonna ignore everything else around me.

I notice that everyone around me seems to be in a hurry to find a partner, saying that they are running out of time or something. I?m sorry if I don?t feel the same way that everybody does. But this is a matter of choice or maybe this is what really in store for me.

But why do I have to think about it? I have feel will to think and do whatever I want! And the worst thing about all this, I HAVE TO BE DRAGGED IN SOMEBODY ELSE?S PROBLEM! Ok, on the side of helping friends, you can expect me to lend a hand but this is different and the answer is... I don?t even know what adjective to use on this!

You know who you are, I forgive you. I?m just pissed because I wasn?t able to defend myself from you. I was just getting sick of this sh!t sometimes. I?m sorry but I have to let this out... you know why just kept quiet? It?s because you don?t want to lose... maybe you?re just concerned, I get that, but you don?t have to throw this crap at me!

Before I end this, I?ll just repeat myself for the nth time...I?M NOT FIGHTING ANYTHING! And if you thinking I?m being defensive then don?t ask a questions.

Peace, Love and Music...

Since I couldn’t go online as long as I want during my first OJT, most conversations happen only online. I could only connect every night for less than an hour. The only person that sends me a message is Ryan since we have to wait for each other before we could go to our OJT.

We were melting sugar for leche plan that time, my phone vibrated, it was Paul. I’m thinking it’s another joke but nope...

Paul: Hi p0..msta ojt ni0?paul 2.. =)

Yeah.. that’s his extact message, and I answered...

Me: ayuz naman, nasa OJT kami ngayun..

I thought he’ll stop since I told him I’m on duty, but nope...

Paul: cnxa s abala.,cn02 ke0? Shot na! hahahaha

Me: kasama ko c ryan, mamaya na yang shot na yan pagkatapos ng OJT nyahaha!

Paul: Mgkashft kaung 2?san ke0 ngoojt? wt tym uwi m0? dmi tn0ng e n0.,hahaha

But since I’m a weirdo and though my hands were shaking because of what we were doing at the time (hey we were melting sugar remember), I tried to answer everything.

Me: yea, sa kalipayan kmi nagOJT, usually 5pm kami uwi pro my swimming kmi ngayun... bka late na kmi umuwi... wla kang work ngayun?

I wanted know why the heck he’s txting me that why asked... I also want him to stop cause I really don’t know what going on with that guy... After that a new message came but the number was unregistered, but I knew from the message it was still from him...

Paul: Sn bnda ung klipyan? My swmng ke0? Mron pr0 mya png 1pm ps0k q.,s day0f q sunduin kta ha., hehe paul2 naubusan aq xtra l0d e., dun k nlng magreply s # q

I couldn’t remember exactly what I responded to him next, cause my arms was really hurting! I just remembered saying how to get to Kalipayan, since I didn’t want his to go there I told him that our OJT will end on Monday. I’m also worried that I won’t be able to talk to him cause usually when Ryan and I go home we usually don’t talk to each other because we are so tired. And I also accidentally sent the message to that unregistered number and even resent the message to his number.

Paul: Ay..,kylan ny0 mku2ha crtifcte ny0 jan?

Paul: K. Lng p0 (I sent the message twice...)

Me: within a week daw, maya na ulit txt marami na order d2...

Paul: Ok cge., gudluck p0.,ingat lagi =) ms q n ung b0nding

I seriously want him to stop. After all I have been hearing that I still couldn’t confirm, I still need to stop myself... it’s not that I’m afraid to get hurt. But since I’m hearing these things I can’t help but be careful...

Because of this last message, it gave me an idea to actually have a bonding. I honestly don’t know who called it bonding time, it’s weird! Can’t they just say “inuman”?! Anyway I know Rommel always have a load and is always updated with everyone, so I txted him...

Me: ei! muzta OJT? updated ka ba sa ibng tropa? bonding naman dyan!

He didn’t reply, he usually does respond immediately. During lunch he finally did... It looks like he just reloaded just to respond to my message...

Rommel: Sowe ngayn lng me naglod! Ako p updated me s lhat! S sat p tpos ng ojt ko! Pde tyo bonding kla jomz kung pyag xa db bday nya s 8 hehe kausapin u xa! Pag ok n! Me na bhala magtxt s lhat, kung magkataon pati cla at gina sasama un, katxt ko xa nung isang araw.

Me: talga? mge txt mo kami ha, basta wag lang sa ngayun hanggang monday nasa OJT pa kami nun...

Rommel: Yup! Pero try nyo run txt c jomz na pnta tyo s kanila s bday nya!

Me: cge lagi ko naman nakachat yun sa facebook, kulitin ko sya hehe

Rommel: Ok! Pagconfirm na txt mo ko! Kelan nga pla uli tpo ng ojt nyo!?

Me: sa monday last day naming ni Ryan, cge txt txt nlang, marami na gawa d2 eh...

Rommel: Ok

Later that night, since I’m not gonna swim and Ryan insists that I stay, I just txted Rommel. I told him what Jomar told Ryan through txt...

Me: mukhang malabo kina jomz, ngtxt c ryan sa knya sbi nya pinaghanda nya bby nya at magstart na sya ng work...

Rommel: Ah! K! Ganun! Cge set prin ntin kya lng wla tyo place? Kla ryan nlang kya uli? Try ko xa txt!

I was getting really tired my head is just telling me to rest until I can go home...

Me: ok cge txt mo nlang sya... hehe cge next time nlang util as always wala na naman akong load.. JA~!

Rommel: Tuesday nlang din bsta update nlang kta! Ja~ne

I lied I still have plenty of load but if I don’t stop, I won’t stop... The next day when we went home from Kalipayan...

Rommel: Ndi dw pd eng tuesday c ryan my lakad dw Xa pde dw ibang araw! Ano b gus2 nyo na araw?

Since I was still with Ryan asked him... he was wondering why Rommel was asking me instead of him... He told me that he’ll tell Rommel tomorrow...

Me: magkasama kami ngayun plang kami pauwi... sbihin nlang daw nya syo bkas...

Rommel: Ah! K! Thusday nlang kung gus2 nyo? Ay bhala kana s araw bsta ako nlang magtxt s kanila! Ako bhla s papa paul mo lagi naman kmi kita nun! Bsta magset kna ng date! Ok!

Me: sbi ni ryan bakit daw ako tinatanong mo ng date, bkit hindi raw sya?

Rommel: Ganun b? Ask ko rin naman xa!

I don’t exactly know what I said again... but I did joked around before I said goodbye again...

Rommel: Oo kmi nah! Nag inom kmi kz nun nung nkaraan lam u nah! Boys talk! Hehehe! Cge nxt time nlang!

I can’t help but be paranoid again, this is one thing I hate about me is being too imaginative... I chatted with Rommel a couple of days ago. It seems that Rommel and Paul see each other to drink for the last two Sundays. I don’t know what they are talking about and apparently I don’t want to know. But again as I’ve said I have a wide imagination. I know Rommel has a crush on me. They also know that I have a crush on Paul. And Paul knows both this facts, actually all three of us knows this. What if Rommel asked Paul to talk to me? So I’ll make a move and organize this whole charade!

Ah! Whatever! Just tune in for the next show! ^_^

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Oh by the way, something kinda funny happened. It was on Monday during my last day of OJT. I said kinda aloud, “asar, walang nagmamahal sa akin ngayun”. Ate Elena was right beside me “huh?” “walang nagtetxt eh...” she just smiled at my comment. A few minutes later somebody did...

Christian: eow lieca uzta n miz n kta

Of all the people who’ll remember me! He’s so weird doesn’t, he already got a girlfriend?! Geez~! And my gosh, he misspelled my name too!!

Me: nsa OJT ako ngayun, kung gusto mo bonding, kulitin mo c rommel or c ryan...

Christian: Ok. Txt qo nlang cla uzta na pla ojt m

Me: ayuz naman! marami na ginagawa d2...

Christian: Ok cge ingat k nlang lagi

I really don’t want to talk to him... seriously!

Hehe this looks like a filler of my blog for today! Hehe...

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This is really sounding like a Shoujo story... I wish there are fighting scenes by the lead character so this would become Shonen instead ^_^... I’m not a fan Shoujo...